Hmm I was just reading through my posts because uhhh apparently someone I care about does read my Tumblr :p
So I realized one thing.
I’m not as happy as I used to be.
I ALWAYS had a smile on my face, now I just look lost(?) I think.
I want to change that so, I just promised myself I’ll have a real smile plastered on my face until it hurts. :D
Starting now :]
(I’m actually grinning because you’re so retarded and funny it makes me want to hug you lol)
And Mom I’m going to try. I’m going to try to care because I do.
I do love you.
And no matter how fucked up you are sometimes, you’re my Mom. I won’t EVER stop loving you. I feel so sick when I remember how I tried not to think of the things you’ve sacrificed for me because I know it’d soften my heart and I’d forgive you, which I didn’t want to.
Alright I’m really going to study now.
Love the people around you before it’s too late :)
